Durgesh Singh || लखनऊ वाले।

Hamare sath life jeene chahte ho... Ok welcome. Aao jee lo. Magar jeene se pehle kuch baat hai jo apko jaan lena jaan dene jaisa hi hai. To baat ye hai ki mere sath ka safar phoolon pe chalne kaa naam nahi hai. Ye raasta aise kaato bhari raah se le ke jayega tumko jaha har taraf se log apko taano ke patthar marenge. To sabse pehle ap apni zubaan me sabar laao,aur dil me mohabbat bhar lo. Hamare ghar me taane marne wale ko bhi palat ke jawab ni de sakte hai kyu ki ye sanskar hain hamare. Wese mere ghar me jeans, apke rang,jaat paat, dharam, ke jhagde to ni hote,yha pe sirf saaf dil wale logo ki zarurat hai,chale aao. Agar apko mera pyar chahiye to sabse pehle apne is guroor ko kahi fekk do. Kyu ki jinhe pyar karna aata hai unhe sabko manana aur hasana bhi aata hai,na ki kisi ko dukh dena ya rulana. Yha aa ke aap baad me kisi ke baare me andaza ni laga paoge,apko bss khud ko hi badalna padega sabke liye sabki tarah. Soch ke dekho ki insaaniyat aa jaye isse badi baat k...

Khaakh hi khaakh thi,aur khaakh bhi kya kuch ni tha, Mai jab aya to mere ghar ki jagah kuch nahi tha. Kya karu tujhse khayanat nahi kar sakta mai, Warna mere liye uss aankh me kya kuch nahi tha. Ye bhi sach hai ki usne kbhi mujhse kuch na kaha, Ye bhi sach hai ki uss aurat se chupa kuch na tha. Abb wo mere hi kisi dost ki mehbooba hai, Mai palat jata magar piche bacha kuch ni tha.

Aisa to ni hai ki mai jaanta ni hu, Ki mai kaha hu aur kin logo ke beech hu. Ye udasi jo 100 logo me bhi naam le ke mujhe pukaarti hai, Iska kya bigaada hai maine jo mere peeche padi hai. Aisa nahi hai ki mere paas kuch karne ko nahi hai, Aisa bhi nahi hai aj se pehle maine kuch kia nahi hai, Aisa bhi ni hai ki abb mai kuch karna nahi chahta hu. Aisa nahi ki mujhse ye ni pata ki kamana mere saukh pe ni abb mere halaton pe tika hai. Aisa nahi hai ki mai use bhoolna nahi chahta lekin meri yaad daast bhi ni jati hai. Aisa nahi hai ki mujhe pta nahi hai ki jo ladki mujhse baat kar ke gehri sukoon ki neend me sooti thi ab wo nind ki goliyan kha ke soti hai. Use apna pyar batane me mujhe kai saal lage the to abb bhulane me tym to lagega na. Aisa ni hai ki mai jaanta ni hu ki iss tym me mai aur bhi toot raha hu. Mai mazboot hu aur behadd hu lekin, Aisa nahi hai ki mujhe pta ni hai ki mohabbat acche acche ko todd deti hai. Lekin aaj bhi promise hai ki agar wo aa ke haal...

Jaan se jyada chahti thi mujhko wo, Use mere jhuthe waado pe aitbaar tha, Wo Nadaan jhuthe pyar pe apni ijjat takk dene ko tayar thi, Mai khudgarz apni hawas mitaane ko betaab tha. Sivaaye mere socha takk nahi kisi ke baare me ussne, Mujhe sivaaye uske baki sabhi se pyar tha. Wo masoom thi,fool thi,nadaan thi,aur na jaane kesi thi, Mai haiwaan tha,uske raaste ki dewaar tha. Kisi aur ke liye maine chorda tha usko beech raah, Mai to jaa chuka tha,use mera hi intzaar tha. Nikkey_Durgesh