ख्वाब,ख्याल,मोहब्बत,हक़ीक़त,गम और तन्हाई।

Aisa to ni hai ki mai jaanta ni hu,
Ki mai kaha hu aur kin logo ke beech hu.

Ye udasi jo 100 logo me bhi naam le ke mujhe pukaarti hai,
Iska kya bigaada hai maine jo mere peeche padi hai.

Aisa nahi hai ki mere paas kuch karne ko nahi hai,
Aisa bhi nahi hai aj se pehle maine kuch kia nahi hai,
Aisa bhi ni hai ki abb mai kuch karna nahi chahta hu.

Aisa nahi ki mujhse ye ni pata ki kamana mere saukh pe ni abb mere halaton pe tika hai.

Aisa nahi hai ki mai use bhoolna nahi chahta lekin meri yaad daast bhi ni jati hai.

Aisa nahi hai ki mujhe pta nahi hai ki jo ladki mujhse baat kar ke gehri sukoon ki neend me sooti thi ab wo nind ki goliyan kha ke soti hai.

Use apna pyar batane me mujhe kai saal lage the to abb bhulane me tym to lagega na.

Aisa ni hai ki mai jaanta ni hu ki iss tym me mai aur bhi toot raha hu.

Mai mazboot hu aur behadd hu lekin,
Aisa nahi hai ki mujhe pta ni hai ki mohabbat acche acche ko todd deti hai.

Lekin aaj bhi promise hai ki agar wo aa ke haal pucho mera to mai sab dwai fekk du aur hasta khelta nazar au.

Aisa ni hai ki mujhe ehsaas nahi hai ki meri khud ki ek galti ki wajah se mera dil, khwab, ummed, bharosa, sab kuch toota hua hai.

Mai sochta hu ki wo pyar karti hai aj bhi mujhse,
Aisa nahi hai ki mujhe pta nahi hai ki galat sochta hu mai.

Aisa ni hai ki maine uski yaadon se nikalne ki kosis ni ki,
Lekin sivaaye Lucknow mujhe kuch accha laga hi nahi.

Aisa nahi hai ki teri photo le ke tujhe dhundhne ni nikle ham,
Magar tum se kisi ki surat milti ni hai ye baat sab jagah ghoom ke samjh aai hai hame.

Last seen chal raha hai life ki movie ka,
Pta ni kya hai abb hone ko,
Bahut dil chahta hai rone ko.
Kyu ki jo log dil se utar jaye,
Phir wo saamne bhi baithe ho to mazar aate nahi hai.

//Nikkey_Durgesh 

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