Aaj nahi to aur kabhi... diljaaniya...
kuch log apni life me bahut reserved rehna pasand karte hain,aur wo apne log khud chunte hain,shayd wo unme se ek thi.
abb unke sath bhi wahi matter hota hai jo duniya ki baaki ladkiyo ke sath chal rha hai,kuch log inko bhi prapose karte hai, friend ki tarah, boyfriend ki tarah, life partner ki tarah aur iss type wali na unhe mana kar deti hain aur theek bhi karti hai shayad.
que ki yar aisi ladkiyan na ladko ko koi jhuthi ummed nahi deti hain,koi sapne nahi dikhaati hain,to log uss baat ko na yaar ego pe le jaate hain jo ki galat hai.
lekin yar ego ho ya pyar ho kuch bhi ho at last ek ummed pe to insaan jinda hi hai to iss baat pe ek choti si poetry.
uss dinn shaam ke 7 bajj rahe the,dimaag shayd theek se kaam ni kar raha tha.
kareeb 2 saalon se mai use jaanta tha,6+ months se mujhe ye bhi pta tha ki uska bf hai,aur itna to samajh gya tha ki abb wo mere sath nahi ho sakti.
q ki jab mai ankhen band kar ke sochta tha to mujhe to wo nazar aati thi,lekin jab wo ankhen band kar ke aochti thi to use koi aur nazar aata tha.
wo koi aur jo iske sath acche se rehta bhi nahi tha,acche se baat bhi nahi karta,magar usne uss kisi aur ko apna sabse kareebi bana rakha tha.
lekin ek mera pagal sa mann tha jo meri kha sunne wala tha, maine phone uthaya,ek lamba sa text message likha.
uss message me maine use har ek baat bataai uske baare me jo mujhe acchi lagti thi,uski baatein,awargi, muskurana,pagalpan,har ek cheez jo mujhe uska dewwana bna rahi thi uske baare me, maine usko ye bhi bataya ki baaton baaton me jo wo mujhe bina khauf daant deti hai firr bina kahe mujhe manati hai to mujhe bahut accha lagta hai,ek baar to usne bade haq se kha tha ki sunoo jab bhi tmko koi ladki pasand aaye to pehle hme batana fir mai bataungi ki wo theek hai ki nahi,
...to uss raat maine use bta dia ki tmhi pasand aa gai ho,bataao ab kya karu??...
to uss raat iss message ke baad maine aur bhi bahut message kiye lekin kuch theek response nahi raha,lekin uss raat jo bhi mere mann me tha wo sab kuch maine usko bina kuch soche samjhe bta dia,agle morning uska next message aaya ki suno... college jana hai ki nahi sath me??
college jaate time usne kuch personal sharing ki jo mai sunna nahi chah rha tha firr bhi sunne ke baad kuch ek hi sawal kia ki jo kal raat bola tha wo sunn ke kya tmko theek nahi laga??... usne smile kia aur simply reply dia ki 1st time kisi ne prapose kia tha to mai shocked thi,2nd time lga ye kya hai yr,but abb to koi bhi aise hi kar deta hai to maine ignore maar dia... itna bta ke boli ki mai kal ghar ja rahi hu bye ok...
waise to mai possessive tha uske liye aur chahta nahi tha ki wo jaay but sab kuch hamare hath me to nahi tha to maine simply use ek dairy milk dia...
ghar ja ke kai dinn takk na usne call ki na hmne use call ki ...
last me marta kya na karta maine hi firr call ki hmne bola lagg rha hai ki aapko mera wo message pasand ni aaya aur ap hmse gussa ho?...
usne kha no...
mai abhi bhi aapki di hui chocolate kha rahi hu aur pehle hi bol chuki hu ki mai aisi baatein ignore kar deti hu....
abb usne hme reason dena start kia ki hm dono ko paas q ni aana chahiye, career, future etc badi badi baatein hui,firr usne bola padhaai me dhyaan do... uski baat bhala kaise na maanta to padh lia aur 62% se directly 70% ki high jump ek hi semester me maar di... mai chah rha tha ki wo hmse puche ki result kaisa rha,but na usne pucha na hmne btaya.
mujhe aj bhi yakeen hai ki ham kahi kabhi jaroor milenge,uss din ham sath baith ke kai ghante baatein karenge,hme disturb karne ko na uske bhai ka call aayga,na meri mummy ka,...
aur aj tk hm dono ne apne apne dil me jo bhi kuch bacha ke,chupa ke rakha hai sab bol denge ek dusre se,...
isi beech me mai usse hath aage badha ke puchunga ki kya aj mai tmko pyar se gale laga sakta hu last time,...
tumhar chehre par ghabrahatt hogi,tum uss dinn bhi aj tkk ki tarah koi jawaab nahi dogi,firr mai aapka hath pakad ke aapko apne barabar me khada karunga,...
ham dono ek dusre ko pakad ke jhoom rahe honge, waise hm dono thoda thoda ghabra bhi rahe honge lekin hamari aanken ye gawaahi de rahi hongi ki hm khuss hain,na mai kuch bolunga na tum kuch kahogi,...
lekin hm ek dusre ki saari mann ki baatein samajh jaayenge,uss ek pal me mai tmko saari purani yaad suna dunga,kitna pyaar tha tmse ye bhi bta dunga,...
aur tum mere aur paas aaogi aur jaise hi mai tmko gale lagane ko aaunga,mujhe mehsoos hoga ki ye bss sapna tha,...
haqiqat nahi...
fir youtube pe ja ke ek song play karunga...
Unj chadd gya si murh aaya
Mainu ghut ke seene naa laaya
Chumke mere mathe nu
Mainu matha tek reha si
Akh khuli te pata lageya
Main te supna vekh reha si...
-Durgesh Singh
abb unke sath bhi wahi matter hota hai jo duniya ki baaki ladkiyo ke sath chal rha hai,kuch log inko bhi prapose karte hai, friend ki tarah, boyfriend ki tarah, life partner ki tarah aur iss type wali na unhe mana kar deti hain aur theek bhi karti hai shayad.
que ki yar aisi ladkiyan na ladko ko koi jhuthi ummed nahi deti hain,koi sapne nahi dikhaati hain,to log uss baat ko na yaar ego pe le jaate hain jo ki galat hai.
lekin yar ego ho ya pyar ho kuch bhi ho at last ek ummed pe to insaan jinda hi hai to iss baat pe ek choti si poetry.
uss dinn shaam ke 7 bajj rahe the,dimaag shayd theek se kaam ni kar raha tha.
kareeb 2 saalon se mai use jaanta tha,6+ months se mujhe ye bhi pta tha ki uska bf hai,aur itna to samajh gya tha ki abb wo mere sath nahi ho sakti.
q ki jab mai ankhen band kar ke sochta tha to mujhe to wo nazar aati thi,lekin jab wo ankhen band kar ke aochti thi to use koi aur nazar aata tha.
wo koi aur jo iske sath acche se rehta bhi nahi tha,acche se baat bhi nahi karta,magar usne uss kisi aur ko apna sabse kareebi bana rakha tha.
lekin ek mera pagal sa mann tha jo meri kha sunne wala tha, maine phone uthaya,ek lamba sa text message likha.
uss message me maine use har ek baat bataai uske baare me jo mujhe acchi lagti thi,uski baatein,awargi, muskurana,pagalpan,har ek cheez jo mujhe uska dewwana bna rahi thi uske baare me, maine usko ye bhi bataya ki baaton baaton me jo wo mujhe bina khauf daant deti hai firr bina kahe mujhe manati hai to mujhe bahut accha lagta hai,ek baar to usne bade haq se kha tha ki sunoo jab bhi tmko koi ladki pasand aaye to pehle hme batana fir mai bataungi ki wo theek hai ki nahi,
...to uss raat maine use bta dia ki tmhi pasand aa gai ho,bataao ab kya karu??...
to uss raat iss message ke baad maine aur bhi bahut message kiye lekin kuch theek response nahi raha,lekin uss raat jo bhi mere mann me tha wo sab kuch maine usko bina kuch soche samjhe bta dia,agle morning uska next message aaya ki suno... college jana hai ki nahi sath me??
college jaate time usne kuch personal sharing ki jo mai sunna nahi chah rha tha firr bhi sunne ke baad kuch ek hi sawal kia ki jo kal raat bola tha wo sunn ke kya tmko theek nahi laga??... usne smile kia aur simply reply dia ki 1st time kisi ne prapose kia tha to mai shocked thi,2nd time lga ye kya hai yr,but abb to koi bhi aise hi kar deta hai to maine ignore maar dia... itna bta ke boli ki mai kal ghar ja rahi hu bye ok...
waise to mai possessive tha uske liye aur chahta nahi tha ki wo jaay but sab kuch hamare hath me to nahi tha to maine simply use ek dairy milk dia...
ghar ja ke kai dinn takk na usne call ki na hmne use call ki ...
last me marta kya na karta maine hi firr call ki hmne bola lagg rha hai ki aapko mera wo message pasand ni aaya aur ap hmse gussa ho?...
usne kha no...
mai abhi bhi aapki di hui chocolate kha rahi hu aur pehle hi bol chuki hu ki mai aisi baatein ignore kar deti hu....
abb usne hme reason dena start kia ki hm dono ko paas q ni aana chahiye, career, future etc badi badi baatein hui,firr usne bola padhaai me dhyaan do... uski baat bhala kaise na maanta to padh lia aur 62% se directly 70% ki high jump ek hi semester me maar di... mai chah rha tha ki wo hmse puche ki result kaisa rha,but na usne pucha na hmne btaya.
mujhe aj bhi yakeen hai ki ham kahi kabhi jaroor milenge,uss din ham sath baith ke kai ghante baatein karenge,hme disturb karne ko na uske bhai ka call aayga,na meri mummy ka,...
aur aj tk hm dono ne apne apne dil me jo bhi kuch bacha ke,chupa ke rakha hai sab bol denge ek dusre se,...
isi beech me mai usse hath aage badha ke puchunga ki kya aj mai tmko pyar se gale laga sakta hu last time,...
tumhar chehre par ghabrahatt hogi,tum uss dinn bhi aj tkk ki tarah koi jawaab nahi dogi,firr mai aapka hath pakad ke aapko apne barabar me khada karunga,...
ham dono ek dusre ko pakad ke jhoom rahe honge, waise hm dono thoda thoda ghabra bhi rahe honge lekin hamari aanken ye gawaahi de rahi hongi ki hm khuss hain,na mai kuch bolunga na tum kuch kahogi,...
lekin hm ek dusre ki saari mann ki baatein samajh jaayenge,uss ek pal me mai tmko saari purani yaad suna dunga,kitna pyaar tha tmse ye bhi bta dunga,...
aur tum mere aur paas aaogi aur jaise hi mai tmko gale lagane ko aaunga,mujhe mehsoos hoga ki ye bss sapna tha,...
haqiqat nahi...
fir youtube pe ja ke ek song play karunga...
Unj chadd gya si murh aaya
Mainu ghut ke seene naa laaya
Chumke mere mathe nu
Mainu matha tek reha si
Akh khuli te pata lageya
Main te supna vekh reha si...
-Durgesh Singh
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