Kyu karta tha fikar teri...
• mai ladki hu na isi liye sab chup chaap sunn leti hu,chahti to hu kadmo ke niche aasmaan rakhna,lekin har baar bass chupp rehh jati hu.
• hii mai hu tera...aur ye bs tere liye... ki tu kya hai aur qyu hona tha tujhe.
• tu khud ki zindagi nahi jeeti,tujhe apne ghar walon ki khusi ke liye jeena hai.
• jinn ghar walon ne tujhe paida kar,padha likha ke tujh pe ehsaan kia hai,unka ehsaan chukaane ke liye tujhe zaher bhi piya hai.
• mai eye witness hu iss baat ka.
• tune apni khushiyon ko kinaare rakh ke apne ghar walon ki ijjat ka dhaayn rakha,wo bhi sirf iss liye ki unhe ye na lage ki ladki paida kar ke galti to nahi kar di hamne,is liye tune apni har iccha apne mann me hi rakhi hai.
• tu raat bhar mere samne roti thi,lekin dinn bhar ghar walon ke saamne hass ke unhe ye show karti tgi ki tu khuss hai.
• kai baar tu sochti thi ki tu apne mann ki baat khull ke unke saamne rakh de,par tune khud ko ye soch ke roka ki "tujhe jo pasand hai wo tu paa nahi sakti,q ki mai beti hu na unke faisle ke khilaaf ja nahi sakti."
• tune wahi kia ji ek acchi beti ka farz banta hai,lekin afsoos ki wo aj tk tujhe bewafa samjhta hai.
• tune jise dil aur jaan se chaha wo bhi tujhe pehchaan na paaya,tu marti rahi,use khuda se maangti rahi,magar firr bhi wo teri halat jaan na paya.
• use laga ki tune apni marzi se usko chorda hai,use kya pta tune khud ko hazaar tukdo me baant ke uska dil toda hai.
• tujhe pata tha ki uss tym agar tu apan sar utha deti to uss dinn ke baad tere papa kabhi apna sir utha na paate, sabhi ristedaar taane dete,papa aur bhai kaise ghar se bahar nikalte,ek sirf isi waajh se log ladkiyon ko gaali dete,iss liye yhi soch ke tu majboor thi.
• magar shayd wo bhi sahi tha,wo har dua me tujhe maangta tha,tere sapne dekhta tha wo sote hue,magar uski galti sirf itni hai ki wo khud ko teri jagah rakh ke dekh ni paaya,usne to tujhe galat bol ke khud ko samjha lia,lekin tu uske bina kaise akaeli hui ye sirf maine dekha hai.
• aur aj teko ye bhi bta du ki ji tu bolti hai na ki teri to abb shadi ho jaaygi,to jaan lo ki wo shaadi ni hogi,ghar walon ki ijjat ke liye bikk rahi ho tum,aur jab jab tera saathi tujhe touch bhi karega to tujhe mai hi yaad aunga na ki ghar wale.
• mai apni mohhabat hi nahi tumhari majburi ko bhi dekh raha hu,shayad isi liye tujhe galat nahi bol rha hu.
• aur ye sab hua hai meri ankho ke saamne,bhala abb bolo ki kaise na karu fikar teri,kadar teri.
• isi ke sath... end of poetry and signing off.
-DIRGESH SINGH.
• hii mai hu tera...aur ye bs tere liye... ki tu kya hai aur qyu hona tha tujhe.
• tu khud ki zindagi nahi jeeti,tujhe apne ghar walon ki khusi ke liye jeena hai.
• jinn ghar walon ne tujhe paida kar,padha likha ke tujh pe ehsaan kia hai,unka ehsaan chukaane ke liye tujhe zaher bhi piya hai.
• mai eye witness hu iss baat ka.
• tune apni khushiyon ko kinaare rakh ke apne ghar walon ki ijjat ka dhaayn rakha,wo bhi sirf iss liye ki unhe ye na lage ki ladki paida kar ke galti to nahi kar di hamne,is liye tune apni har iccha apne mann me hi rakhi hai.
• tu raat bhar mere samne roti thi,lekin dinn bhar ghar walon ke saamne hass ke unhe ye show karti tgi ki tu khuss hai.
• kai baar tu sochti thi ki tu apne mann ki baat khull ke unke saamne rakh de,par tune khud ko ye soch ke roka ki "tujhe jo pasand hai wo tu paa nahi sakti,q ki mai beti hu na unke faisle ke khilaaf ja nahi sakti."
• tune wahi kia ji ek acchi beti ka farz banta hai,lekin afsoos ki wo aj tk tujhe bewafa samjhta hai.
• tune jise dil aur jaan se chaha wo bhi tujhe pehchaan na paaya,tu marti rahi,use khuda se maangti rahi,magar firr bhi wo teri halat jaan na paya.
• use laga ki tune apni marzi se usko chorda hai,use kya pta tune khud ko hazaar tukdo me baant ke uska dil toda hai.
• tujhe pata tha ki uss tym agar tu apan sar utha deti to uss dinn ke baad tere papa kabhi apna sir utha na paate, sabhi ristedaar taane dete,papa aur bhai kaise ghar se bahar nikalte,ek sirf isi waajh se log ladkiyon ko gaali dete,iss liye yhi soch ke tu majboor thi.
• magar shayd wo bhi sahi tha,wo har dua me tujhe maangta tha,tere sapne dekhta tha wo sote hue,magar uski galti sirf itni hai ki wo khud ko teri jagah rakh ke dekh ni paaya,usne to tujhe galat bol ke khud ko samjha lia,lekin tu uske bina kaise akaeli hui ye sirf maine dekha hai.
• aur aj teko ye bhi bta du ki ji tu bolti hai na ki teri to abb shadi ho jaaygi,to jaan lo ki wo shaadi ni hogi,ghar walon ki ijjat ke liye bikk rahi ho tum,aur jab jab tera saathi tujhe touch bhi karega to tujhe mai hi yaad aunga na ki ghar wale.
• mai apni mohhabat hi nahi tumhari majburi ko bhi dekh raha hu,shayad isi liye tujhe galat nahi bol rha hu.
• aur ye sab hua hai meri ankho ke saamne,bhala abb bolo ki kaise na karu fikar teri,kadar teri.
• isi ke sath... end of poetry and signing off.
-DIRGESH SINGH.
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