Tu hai ki nahi...
1. ek dinn mujhe ek person se personal baat karne k mauka mila...
2. uska message aata hai... hiiii
3. maine bhi bss majak me bola...hiii,aur iss time takk wo mere liye lagbhagg anjaan tha.
4. usne bola thanks god ki aapne reply dia.
5. maine pucha qyu?
6. usne bola ki life me koi nahi hai niske sath baat kar saku,to be honest... ab mujhe nahi jeena hai.
7. kuch sandeep maheshwari ke video delh ke mai survive kar rahi hu,
8. baaki usne btaya ki mere parents ko koi idea nahi hai how much i broken from inside.
9. waise uski life me sab kuch theek tha,acche parents,acche brothers qnd siblings, accha boyfriend,par phir bhi use aisa lag rha tha ki kuch theek nahi hai,ye sab usne mijhe apne kitchen me khade ho ke bataya, whatsapp par.
10. usne bataya ki kisi ko mere hone ya na hone se koi farak nahi padta hai,aisa koi nahi hai jiske sath mai apni feeling share kar saku,aisa lagg rha hai sab fade ho rha rha hai,i feel like giving up.
11. abb ye sunne ke baad maine pucha ki je jo feel ho rha hai iske baare me kisi Ko baataya,she said no.
12. ab maine pucha jb aapne kisi ko bataya hi nahi to galti kiski,baat na share karne wale ki,ya parents, brothers, sibbling, boyfriend ki?... ya sunn ke bhi ansuna karne wale ghar walon ki?
13. ab maine pucha bhai reason kyq hai? qyu dil me itna bhaar le ke ghoom rhe ho?human ka to nature hai baaton ko share karna,firr tumne qyu ni kia share aapne kisi se bhi?
14. hamara basic nature hai apni baat share karna,but jab koi hme andekha kare,sunn ke bhi ansuna kare,to baat muhh se nikalti nahi hai,baat dil ke memory box me band ho jaati hai.
15. ab dil ka memory box limited storage ke sath aata hai,aur uska apni baaton ka dil ke memory box me bharne ki aadat ka to mai kya bolu bss...ya firr uske apne log uski baat jiss tarah ignore kar rhe the mai uske baare me kya kahu...to bss uske dil ka ghada ghar gya tha,qur bahar ek chuppi si chaai thi.
16. inn sabb baton ke hone ke baad uske aas paas kisi cheez ki kami na hote hue bhi wo alone fewl kar rahi thi,abb wo aise time me kya karti.
17. abb hm logo se give up kar sakte hain,but ham khud se to kabhi give up nahi kar sakte na??aapko jeena hai to aapko apna importance batana padega,jinda hu ye batana padega.
18. bhale hi use aisa lagg rha tha ki uske parents use nahi samjh rhe hai, boyfriend nahi samajh rha hai, siblings nahi samjh rahe hain,firr bhi maine use ye sab samajhane ki kosis ki.
19. firr maine usko samjhaya ki bhale hi wo na samjhe but unko bithao,samjhaao ki ignored feel ho rha hai,alone feel ho rha hai,unko btane ko bola ki wo use judge na karen.
20. mujhe pta tha ki wo use solution nahi denge,but mujhe lagg rha tha ki bss wo uski baat sun lein,qyu ki mujhe lag rha tha ki ek baar unko jab ye pta chalega to unhe feel hoga ki unke iss ignorance ki wajah se uspe kya beet rahi thi.
21. mujhe lagg rha tha ki uske iss silence ko i am alright hi samjha ja rha hai,isme galti bhale hi kisi ki na ho lekin use ro akela feel ho rha hai,wo paresaan hai,ye batana usko hi tha.
22. but human nature ki ek bahut hi khaas baat hai ki wo dusron ki nazar me khud ki importance dekhta hai.
23. jaise hi apko dikhta hai ki koi apko importance de rha hai,koi apko sunne wala mill gya hai,use lagta hai ki wo to zinda hai,koi use bhi sunta hai.
24. to uske baad jab usne aoni importance ghar walon ki nazar me feel karwaane ki koisi ki to kuch alag hi hua.
25. but jo bhi hua usse use ye samjh aa gya ki wo logo pe give up kar sakta tha,but khud pe nahi,to agar jeena hai to apni baatein logo ko batani padegi,apni importance batani padegi,jeena hai to logo ko sunana padega.
26. aur yr last me bta du kuch hote hain apne log,aur jab wo log aap se baat kar rhe ho to unko suno yr,unko samjho,qyu ki agar aapke ansune nature ki wajah se usko jaan ka koi khatra hua to ye baat apko jeene nahi degi,qyu ki aj nahi to kal apko ye baat pata lagg hi jaaygi ki saamne wale ko apki kitni zarurat thi.
27. to jab bhi koi apka apna aapse kuch bhi bole,sunn lo,jab bhi mauka mile.
-DURGESH SINGH
2. uska message aata hai... hiiii
3. maine bhi bss majak me bola...hiii,aur iss time takk wo mere liye lagbhagg anjaan tha.
4. usne bola thanks god ki aapne reply dia.
5. maine pucha qyu?
6. usne bola ki life me koi nahi hai niske sath baat kar saku,to be honest... ab mujhe nahi jeena hai.
7. kuch sandeep maheshwari ke video delh ke mai survive kar rahi hu,
8. baaki usne btaya ki mere parents ko koi idea nahi hai how much i broken from inside.
9. waise uski life me sab kuch theek tha,acche parents,acche brothers qnd siblings, accha boyfriend,par phir bhi use aisa lag rha tha ki kuch theek nahi hai,ye sab usne mijhe apne kitchen me khade ho ke bataya, whatsapp par.
10. usne bataya ki kisi ko mere hone ya na hone se koi farak nahi padta hai,aisa koi nahi hai jiske sath mai apni feeling share kar saku,aisa lagg rha hai sab fade ho rha rha hai,i feel like giving up.
11. abb ye sunne ke baad maine pucha ki je jo feel ho rha hai iske baare me kisi Ko baataya,she said no.
12. ab maine pucha jb aapne kisi ko bataya hi nahi to galti kiski,baat na share karne wale ki,ya parents, brothers, sibbling, boyfriend ki?... ya sunn ke bhi ansuna karne wale ghar walon ki?
13. ab maine pucha bhai reason kyq hai? qyu dil me itna bhaar le ke ghoom rhe ho?human ka to nature hai baaton ko share karna,firr tumne qyu ni kia share aapne kisi se bhi?
14. hamara basic nature hai apni baat share karna,but jab koi hme andekha kare,sunn ke bhi ansuna kare,to baat muhh se nikalti nahi hai,baat dil ke memory box me band ho jaati hai.
15. ab dil ka memory box limited storage ke sath aata hai,aur uska apni baaton ka dil ke memory box me bharne ki aadat ka to mai kya bolu bss...ya firr uske apne log uski baat jiss tarah ignore kar rhe the mai uske baare me kya kahu...to bss uske dil ka ghada ghar gya tha,qur bahar ek chuppi si chaai thi.
16. inn sabb baton ke hone ke baad uske aas paas kisi cheez ki kami na hote hue bhi wo alone fewl kar rahi thi,abb wo aise time me kya karti.
17. abb hm logo se give up kar sakte hain,but ham khud se to kabhi give up nahi kar sakte na??aapko jeena hai to aapko apna importance batana padega,jinda hu ye batana padega.
18. bhale hi use aisa lagg rha tha ki uske parents use nahi samjh rhe hai, boyfriend nahi samajh rha hai, siblings nahi samjh rahe hain,firr bhi maine use ye sab samajhane ki kosis ki.
19. firr maine usko samjhaya ki bhale hi wo na samjhe but unko bithao,samjhaao ki ignored feel ho rha hai,alone feel ho rha hai,unko btane ko bola ki wo use judge na karen.
20. mujhe pta tha ki wo use solution nahi denge,but mujhe lagg rha tha ki bss wo uski baat sun lein,qyu ki mujhe lag rha tha ki ek baar unko jab ye pta chalega to unhe feel hoga ki unke iss ignorance ki wajah se uspe kya beet rahi thi.
21. mujhe lagg rha tha ki uske iss silence ko i am alright hi samjha ja rha hai,isme galti bhale hi kisi ki na ho lekin use ro akela feel ho rha hai,wo paresaan hai,ye batana usko hi tha.
22. but human nature ki ek bahut hi khaas baat hai ki wo dusron ki nazar me khud ki importance dekhta hai.
23. jaise hi apko dikhta hai ki koi apko importance de rha hai,koi apko sunne wala mill gya hai,use lagta hai ki wo to zinda hai,koi use bhi sunta hai.
24. to uske baad jab usne aoni importance ghar walon ki nazar me feel karwaane ki koisi ki to kuch alag hi hua.
25. but jo bhi hua usse use ye samjh aa gya ki wo logo pe give up kar sakta tha,but khud pe nahi,to agar jeena hai to apni baatein logo ko batani padegi,apni importance batani padegi,jeena hai to logo ko sunana padega.
26. aur yr last me bta du kuch hote hain apne log,aur jab wo log aap se baat kar rhe ho to unko suno yr,unko samjho,qyu ki agar aapke ansune nature ki wajah se usko jaan ka koi khatra hua to ye baat apko jeene nahi degi,qyu ki aj nahi to kal apko ye baat pata lagg hi jaaygi ki saamne wale ko apki kitni zarurat thi.
27. to jab bhi koi apka apna aapse kuch bhi bole,sunn lo,jab bhi mauka mile.
-DURGESH SINGH
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